Good bye my love. I write this with a broken heart and sadness, but also at peace. I hope you find the happiness you are looking for that I couldn't provide. I know your family will be around you to help you through this as they are a big part of your life. You made me see things I needed to change in MY life and I thank you. I will still work to change those things even though you won't be here to see it. You will always have a very special place in my heart and I will always have a special love for you. After all, 3 years is a very long time to not be able to let go. We laughed, I cried, you were by my side through the good and bad times. I'm very sorry it had to end like this. I do understand and I am not angry with you. Like I said, I'm glad you made a decision. It wasn't the one I had hoped for, but now we can move on in our life's journeys. Take care of you my friend. I will miss you.